Lindsay’s tweets started with disbelief, then moved to sadness. She wanted people to respect the privacy of Jackson’s family, saying that the news “hurts so much” and leaving this touching tweet:

r.i.p. Michael Jackson *my love and prayers go out to the Jackson family.. “you are not alone” -mj

Lindsay Lohan was photographed leaving Samantha Ronson’s house yesterday, as you can tell from all these photos.

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The next tweets get more personal, including:

“I love being alone. Feels safe coz I can only trust myself…ya, sad. But I’m cool with it that’s y I share it with others in films”

And then Lindsay goes on about cheating, something she is maybe directing at Samantha Ronson? (or is Sr short for ’seriously’?):

“Why do people cheat? When love is always standing right in front of their face (s) ?? Sr?”

Earlier in the day, Lindsay had also tweeted her thanks to Elle magazine for speaking up on her behalf regarding the missing jewelry. Here are some more photos from yesterday’s shopping trip between Lindsay & Cody:

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“I restore myself when I’m alone”

You could read a lot into this one, but I’m not sure what Lindsay’s intending to say with it. Maybe she just likes the quote!

“I’m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I’m out of control, but if you can’t handle me at my worst you don’t deserve me at my best.”

Lindsay concludes the last quote by saying, “At least she’s honest- like me ”.

Update: it looks like Lindsay is still in NY – who knows why she was tweeting about airports!

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After more prodding, Lindsay continues with “Why wouldn’t she miss me, I love her“, then enters her home. They try to get Dina to talk about Lindsay later, but Dina just tells them to “Shush”, which is good.

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It looks like the paparazzi then climbed a tree to get footage of the window inside Lindsay’s kitchen, showing Dina Lohan at first, then later Ali arriving home. The family then goes to SLS Hotel. I’m not sure at what point any of that qualifies as a “housewarming party”, but that’s what was said.

Lindsay also posted to her MySpace about her Funny or Die spot, saying “i just think it’s better to take something negative and turn it into something good… laughter is the BEST medicine”

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Lindsay says, “they need to stop saying we’re fighting”, with regards to Samantha Ronson.

“People telling lies about me to her and all this garbage. I’m really a good person and I have a good heart and just want to work. The only reason I go to clubs is to hear Samantha spin or be normal.”

Go Lindsay! We think it’s great that you’re such a supportive girlfriend to Samantha. And we agree – most of what we read about you we know is pure speculation (hence why I try to avoid putting it here!). Lindsay says she doesn’t drink, doesn’t do drugs and she doesn’t lie.

“I love to act and write and be creative, and I want to help people by playing characters that can send a positive message out to whomever may need it.”

Lindsay says that while she has changed, the “noise”, the negative publicity around her, hasn’t. And though she’s learning and isn’t making the same mistakes, people won’t leave her personal life alone. She says this constant dissection of her personal life, which isn’t that interesting (she says), is preventing her from landing a great role. That the “sicko fans and the noise” is distracting to her career.

Lindsay is still trying to achieve the dream that began when she was 4 years old. She wants to do things that help empower other people. To have her own charity, work oversees, design clothes, make music, write books and of course, pursue acting and be in Oscar-nominated films. Lindsay says she’d like to write movies and try her hand at producing movies, tv shows & videos. Lindsay says this is all possible if people stop judging her and accusing her of being an unprofessional person.

“You have to make mistakes to learn so that you can grow up and live your life the right way. Things happen, and you have to move on, be strong and believe in yourself. It would be really nice if people would believe in me.”

Photo: Lindsay Lohan going into a building in downtown LA yesterday.

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Late last night, Lindsay Lohan posted to her MySpace blog. The title was “random”, but her ‘currently listening to’ gave more clues to her mood. Lindsay often chooses a song that expresses her mood. This time she chose ‘Head Games‘ by Foreginer (lyrics here).

Although you might think Lindsay is talking about her relationship with Samantha Ronson, when referencing Head Games, but she’s really talking about tabloids and the paparazzi. Lindsay says:

“head games- that’s what the tabloids and pap’s play with everyone …. don’t they? everyone plays games, but it gets to the point sometimes when you just want to know why.. “

I don’t know why, indeed, the tabloids want to see the worst in Lindsay. Why they pick on her so much. She doesn’t seem to know either. So, Lindsay was up late troubled by all the drama, it seems, and watched some Without a Trace again.

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Her big revelation of the season – that Michael Lohan indeed did father another child!!

“i have gone through a lot in my past, and to be completely honest, i am still going through a lot right now.. my father just let my family and i know, amongst others that he had another child after my little sister Aliana, or maybe he had it before Aliana?? either way, he cheated on my mother and that really sucks… “

Though Lindsay says she doesn’t want to be a “debbie downer” at Christmas, it’s clear she’s taken stock of her life this year. And you know what, let’s applaud that!! Lindsay is correct – the only way to grow as a person (and yes, as an actress too!) is for her to learn from her own mistakes and the mistakes of others. And it sounds like, despite the pain, she’s internalizing a good deal.

Lindsay has looked at others too – at Britney Spears in particular – and has empathized.

“i feel like Britney Spears is an amazing talent, and she has gone through a lot, (just as i have) in the public eye.. which is not necessarily a bad thing.. It teaches young girls and boys that there are certain things in life that you should not let get in the way of your dreams and accomplishments. also that you need to take care of yourself before anyone else, and i mean anyone and everyone else. because at the end of the day, you have to look at yourself in the mirror and see who you really are. stripped of all the distractions in life.”

Lindsay congratulates Britney for being herself and following her dreams. Lindsay highly recommends you listen to ‘Circus‘, Britney’s latest CD. And she wishes everyone a happy holidays and merry Christmas (and I wish you all the same!!). Lindsay closed off her post with much love for her family.

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Lindsay Lohan also talks about her next album, ‘Spirit in the Dark,’ which was originally slated to come out this month. However, Lindsay admits that she put the album on hold. In past albums, she’d rushed through finishing them, and didn’t want to do that here. She felt like juggling filming and music was too much, so waited for the right time to return to her album (which is now):

“I want to be able to focus and balance my life, so I can enjoy each thing as I do it and as it comes.”

Lindsay seems excited about her album, which is good to see. Lindsay also talks a bit about Labor Pains and about recovering her reputation as an actress. She says she loved working on the film. Lindsay also mentions how what she went through has made her a better and happier person now.

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“I’ve learned my lesson at an early age and I am very thankful for that.”

Lindsay admits that she’s changed her life, and has gone from the clubbing queen to being a homebody. Lindsay admits to watching “a lot of TV”, more than ever before. Samantha alluded, in her blog post, to “Grey’s Anatomy,” so perhaps that’s a show they enjoy.

When asked about her beauty secrets, Lindsay says that sleep is top of that list!

And when asked about her upcoming album, Lindsay Lohan reveals there’s no final release date. Lindsay even says she’ll consider a duet with Ali. That’d be nice!

See the video here to hear Lindsay talk about why she’s sticking with movies, and why movies are so powerful.

Photographs: On Samantha 3, Lindsay Lohan & Sam Ronson pick up their bulldog Cadillac from the animal hospital, then go to Vons & Panda Express for food. +1 after the jump…

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